Gratitude through the tears

As my son slowly recovers from a tragic accident that occurred over spring break last week, taking the life of his best friend and injuring him, I will take this opportunity to be grateful for all God has given to me.

#121 an 18-year-old young man that touched so many lives in his short time here on this earth

#121 my son safe and sound in his own bed

#122 the coming together of a community to offer an outpouring of love and support

#123 friendships that change and grow, but never die

#124 unconditional love

#125 a new college term of classes beginning

#126 new beginnings

#127 a kitchen filled with food from caring friends

#128 enough money to pay bills

#129 spring buds bursting open the promise of new life

#130 my God who is good always and through everything

What are you grateful for today?

Blessings,

Amy

Good-byes

Andrew Roberts 1993-2011

"In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you."
~John 14:2

This was the verse for my devotional on the day my youngest son's best friend died.

What started as a spring break camping trip full of laughter and fun, turned tragic, turning the lives of three families upside down.

One boy killed.
My son badly injured.
And the third, the driver, facing possible manslaughter charges.

An accident. A tragedy.
Nothing more, nothing less.

I praise God for keeping my son safe and I pray for His comfort and peace to shower down on Andrew's parents.

Blessings,

Amy

Seasons of our lives

Just as the new spring season has arrived, so too do seasons come and go in our lives.
The seasons of our lives are in constant change. Nothing ever truly stays the same.

"There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven:
a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and time to build,
a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,
a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace."
~Ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Change is inevitable and can be good, but it can also be so hard.
Yet in the midst of change there is always one constant, one thing that never, ever changes. God.
He is the same today, yesterday and always.
And it is in Him that I can place my trust when changes occur in my life, when people come and go, and the changes hurt, causing the tears to flow and the heart to ache.

"He has made everything beautiful in its time."
~Ecclesiastes 3:11a

And through the tears I will still continue to count my blessings and be grateful for all that He has and will continue to do in my life...

#111 God's Word

#112 friendships

#113 a quiet house

#114 dinner with my boys

#115 new textbooks

#116 being cared for unconditionally

#117 shared laughter

#118 bills paid

#119 love

#120 reconnecting

What are you grateful for?

Blessings,

Amy

Gratitude of love

Yes, my heart is full of love these days. Some would venture to say it is because of a new someone in my life, and although that is certainly a big part of my smile, the love making my heart burst at the seams truly comes from knowing how much Jesus loves me.

Going through an emotionally and mentally abusive marriage for two decades left me feeling dead and bruised inside. Try as I might to be enough for someone else, I realized that I never would be. Feelings of being unlovable filled my heart and soul. Perhaps I really was incapable of loving and being loved, as was often told to me.

Yet an amazing thing happened a couple years ago as I choose to leave behind the abuse, I found love again. The most amazing, pure love. God's love.
God whispered to me constantly how beautiful, strong and capable I was through Him. He turned my tears into a smile and took the heaviness which had invaded my very being upon His own shoulders.

He gave me rest.
He comforted me.
He loved me.

I am loved and that love penetrates my very innermost being. It brings a smile to my face.

God has blessed me in so many ways. Even through the most difficult of times He has given me much to be grateful for.

#101 the ability to give thanks to God for all He has done and continues to do in my life

#102 His most genuine and amazing love

#103 my job no matter how mundane which provides for me and my boys

#104 a second chance at love

#105 friends that stand beside her and encourage her through all of the hard times

#106 raindrops and sunshine intermingling together

#107 another birthday to celebrate

#108 too much to do each day

#109 the hum of the dryer resounding through the quietness of the house

#110 a beautiful life

No matter where you are today or where you've been or where your journey is taking you, can you see the blessings? Won't you count with me all that the Lord brings into your life, no matter how small.
What are you grateful for today?

Blessings,

Amy